Friday Letters

Friday, September 5, 2014

Dear God,
 I really try to understand your plans. I feel like I have a comfortable enough relationship with you to say that I am shocked that you took another family member for us. I totally understand the bigger picture which I take comfort in. I feel like death is a beautiful experience but for the people left behind, its devastating. Please hear my prayers God....we need you right now. 

Dear Shannon, 
I am sorry I wasn't there to say goodbye to you. I was there in spirit though and I hope you know that you are very loved and will be forever missed. 

Dear Shoulder,
Do you have to keep hurting? Come on... I have a lot to do today. I don't like taking pain meds but today isn't the day and I'm not the one so I guess its time to take some meds to feel better. Grrrrrrrrrr. 

Dear Laura, 
I know you are not my actual daughter but your dad and your mom made my child!! You are freaking adorable and I seriously think you are my kid. Simple as that. I love you and can't wait to see you at Christmas. 

Dear Kess, 
I am so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine loosing a child. Just hang in there though. You have other children and they still need you. 

Dear Joan Rivers,
You left this world along with Shannon yesterday. You will also be missed very much. 

Dear Scott, 
Thanks for all your help the last couple of days. I love you and I have invested years and years of my life in this relationship.,...I want it to work out. I guess we both can't give up on each other at the same time or we will be in trouble. And thank you for handling the morning shift with a smile on your face. 

Dear Daily Mail, 
You have no idea the countless hours I spend on you reading gossip. I'm totally hooked. 

Dear Brittany Belle,
 I love you more than words. You warmed my heart the other morning when that sweet text message came in. Keep doing good in is your freedom. Don't forget that. 

Dear Laci, 
I am sorry you had to go through such a hard time with Shannon the past week. I know its hard and I know you were close to him. Just remember that the relationship you guys had is not...I repeat → not over. It just changes into a different relationship. Hang in there and call anytime. 

Dear Jackson, 
You are so freaking cute but your energy levels are insane. I think I need to check your back for batteries. Keep doing good in school and I will get you a new phone soon... promise. 

Dear Mom, 
I am very glad you went to Florida to be with Laci & Kess. I know they both needed you there. I love you. 

Dear Shanna, 
Thank you for being such a good friend. I love you dear girl. You are such an amazing person and I would be lost without you. 

Dear Cooper, 
I promise everything I am doing is because I love you. You are a family member....just a little bit more furry than the rest of us. Sorry your meds are kicking your butt....I am hoping you will get use to them in time. 

Dear Don Lemon, 
You have no idea who I am but I watch you almost every night and you are hands down the BEST ANCHOR ever. CNN wouldn't be the same without you. 

Dear Blog/Youtube Friends, 
Thank you for being such friends. You guys always uplift and inspire me. Thank you. 

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